You've Reached Sam by Dustin Thao

Title: You've Reached Sam

Author:  Dustin Thao
Publisher: Wednesday Books
Publication date: November 9, 2021
Pages: 305
Source/format: Hardcover//library
Rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

Synopsis (from goodreads.com): Seventeen-year-old Julie has her future all planned out—move out of her small town with her boyfriend Sam, attend college in the city, spend a summer in Japan. But then Sam dies. And everything changes.

Heartbroken, Julie skips his funeral, throws out his things, and tries everything to forget him and the tragic way he died. But a message Sam left behind in her yearbook forces back memories. Desperate to hear his voice one more time, Julie calls Sam’s cellphone just to listen to his voicemail.

And Sam picks up the phone.

In a miraculous turn of events, Julie’s been given a second chance at goodbye. The connection is temporary. But hearing Sam’s voice makes her fall for him all over again, and with each call it becomes harder to let him go. However, keeping her otherworldly calls with Sam a secret isn’t easy, especially when Julie witnesses the suffering Sam’s family is going through. Unable to stand by the sidelines and watch their shared loved ones in pain, Julie is torn between spilling the truth about her calls with Sam and risking their connection and losing him forever.

M Y  T H O U G H T S

You've Reached Sam by Dustin Thao starts off with how Julie met Sam in Ellensburg, WA. The prologue gives readers context of how Julie and Sam first met and how they started their friendship which ends up budding into something more. Fast forward to after the death of Sam, Julie is having a hard time grieving; she skipped his funeral. Julie tries to process her emotions by gathering all the items that reminds her of Sam in order to get rid of his belongings/gifts. As she touches each item, she gives a a glimpse of a memory of her past with Sam such as his favorite denim jacket that he lets Julie borrow after it rains during a Screaming Trees concert. 

If you are looking for a character driven novel, this is it! Thao delves the emotions and the character development of Julie, Sam and even some of Julie's friends and family. The way Thao writes is somewhat poetic. The reader can feel the emotions and can picture them at the scene of each memory. I haven't cried when reading a book since In Five Years by Rebecca Serle. I'm hardly teary-eyed when I read a novel but sometimes the author's words tugs at your heartstrings in a way you empathize with the characters. You feel their sadness, their loneliness and their grief. You want to comfort them somehow. 

At the end of senior year of high school, Julie is trying to get by each day. It's already hard to be in high school, waiting for the college acceptances and processing the death of a loved one. Mika, Yuki, Rachel, Jay, Tristan and Oliver only want the best for Julie even if she pushes them away at times. Readers learn how Oliver and Mika are processing Sam's death. Julie realizes how others are processing their grief and that they need her. Even Sam needs her. That voicemail at the end broke me! The whole novel comes full circle with that voicemail. 

You've Reached Sam is a heartbreaking novel that readers can relate to. How does one process grief after losing a loved one? We join Julie during her journey through grief, recovery and acceptance. The magical realism of hearing Sam through a phone call is exuberating! It gives Julie the time to say goodbye and to find some closure. This actually reminds me of Landline by Rainbow Rowell where a phone call can create an opportunity for the main character to find explore their past, present and future selves.

I highly recommend You've Reached Sam. It's a beautifully written debut novel and I am looking forward to future books by Thao.